Is it?

There are times in my life where I think,"yeah that sounds right.."
but it doesn't "feel" right.
Is it?
Other times it feels right, and I think, "This shouldn't feel right.."
Is it?
Most times I want things to happen, and when they do I
Don't want it anymore, it's not really what I wanted,
Is it?
Sometimes I know I'm happy, and others I know when I'm sad.
But After that, I'm nothing,
what is it?
I know that I'm crazy, subnormal, and insane, but I don't
know if I'm normal, or if normal is crazy.
Is it?
I'm deep in thought today and it's mostly because I have nothing to stop me from thinking to much, that sounds pretty sad.
doesn't it?
But if the world had a reason, or purpose to have me in it I should be living it no matter what choice I made.
Is that right?
No one can tell you how or where or why, only you can determine that.
would you?
A question's a question, it should come with an answer, but if it has none what's the purpose.
Most questions I have don't come with a right or wrong answer, so does that make me stupid or smart?
If someone saw me as one thing, and I saw me as another what would that make me, or who would be right?
So I chose to blog today, just to get out of doing nothing, and something, that makes me an addict doesn't it?
Now for my last inquiry, One I have no bigger thought on than this,
If I can't say who I am, but others can define me for what I do, but what I do is a copy of the past me and influences of friends, which is altogether more influences, I'm driven by people I don't even know, so I don't know myself, but others do.....
that's just not fair,
is it?

Totally.......feeling............stoned............

I'm happy!
I don't know why.
My mom says that if you choose to be happy you are, and well...I'm not sure if I actually chose to be happy, I just woke up this way.
I call it my natural high day.
I wonder how many people actually experiance this, because it's not just I feel really happy, I actually feel like I'm high.
I mean I couldn't tell you what I was writing about right now, because I'm just too happy. ANd even though this might nit not make sense you all still read it, like you love it. Because you must do , I'm awesome and stuff.
yoU KNOW WHAT i WANT to know?
I want to know what makes blogging so fun? I mean is it the fact you know people are going to read it? or is it the fact that you're making yourself known to complete strangers without ever meeting them like we're famous or something.
I don't know unfortunately but this is fun. Maybe it's D all of the above.
well i think I'll sleep it off.